I have not done a “currently”
post in a while. It has been a challenging few months to say the least. My life
has taken lots of altering turns since I last posted this type of piece in
September 2016. Who knew that only a month later things would look so
different.
Thinking About: I
am thinking about all of the things I need to do in February. There is a lot to
plan and look forward to. I’ve also been doing a lot of self-reflection, which
has been both enlightening and difficult.
Working On: I am
working on pulling ideas from my New House Pinterest boards. We sold our house
at the beginning of January and in a couple of weeks we’ll meet with our
builder to settle on final selections that will eventually bring the look of
our new house together. The kitchen and living room have always been the heart
of our home. I am so excited about finally having a streamline style throughout
the house. Here are a few of the ideas inspiring the look of our new home.
Learning: I am re-learning how to live happy. My joy cannot be taken. It comes from my love and
relationship with Jesus. My happiness however, comes and goes. I have to choose
my attitude. I used to be so “glass half full” but for a while now, I’ve felt
that cup emptying. I am re-learning how to rejoice in ALL things. I am choosing
to look on the bright side.
Watching: The
only two shows I currently watch faithfully are Alone and Curse of Oak Island. I
do not watch much television and we try to not let it necessarily be how we
spend our family time so I am always behind on the latest TV drama. However,
when these two shows are on (which are thankfully on after the kids go to bed)
you can find me propped on the couch, eyes glued to the screen. These are shows
that both my husband and I enjoy together.
Listening to: The
radio. The CD player in my Jeep is malfunctioning and until my hubs can fix it,
I find myself listening to our favorite radio station, 88.3 The Journey.
Reading: Wild by Cheryl Strayed. I’ve read several books this month. In fact, I’ve read more
this past month than I have in the last few years. I hope to do a review post
soon. I’ve been carving out reading time in the evenings as a way of working on
self-care. Since meeting with my new counselor, I’ve become more motivated to
take care of myself again.
Trying: I am
trying to get back into my low carb way of eating. I did pretty well last week
and lost almost 3lbs. I knew this would be a challenge and the last few days
have been what I would consider flops. I just have to remind myself that every
choice counts. My menu for February is looking good and I am becoming more
determined daily. I have goals that I want to reach and I have things that I
want to see happen. Some of these things are heavily influenced by my weight. I
can do this!
Loving: I am
loving my husband. The last few months have helped me see him with fresh eyes.
He has changed in so many amazing ways and I am SO proud of the man he has
become. God has been working in both of us and I find myself frequently falling
in love with my sweet hubs over and over again. The pain and healing we have
gone through since October has only strengthened our relationship together and as
a couple with God. Life with him is not always beautiful, but it is our kind of
perfect.
