A Mother's Love

There are just some things that you won't understand until you're older. I remember my mom telling me this through the elementary school years of bullies, divorce and fair weather friendships. This rang true as a teenager as I muddled through broken hearts, others' poor choices and shattered dreams. Even as I became an adult there were things that I did not understand.  One of those things was her sincere unconditional love. It didn't matter that I had faults, that I didn't become a doctor or that I didn't remain close to home. There has never been a moment in my life that I was not certain that I was loved.

Now not everyone can say this and my heart breaks for them. To know wholeheartedly that I would be loved and accepted no matter what gave me the confidence to move forward with my goals and dreams. I never truly understood or appreciated this until I became a mother. From the moment those two lines showed their colors on my pregnancy test I began to love my child with a fierceness that I have never known.

As I look back on the year that has passed since my first Mother's Day, I am that much more in love with my daughter.  I want her to know that I will love her no matter what. I value her. I support her. I am her biggest fan.

Mother's Day 2013

I also thank God for a mother who continues to be my best friend and a strong supporter of my dreams.

This Mother's Day was spent with my husband and daughter. I was treated to lunch at my favorite restaurant and a new cellphone, which I love. The sweetest moments however came in the snuggles before bed and the firm grasp of my husband as he held my hand throughout the day. I cherish those little moments.

There is nothing like being a mom. It is truly the hardest but most rewarding job in the world. It is an amazing feeling to wake up everyday and do what I know in my heart I was created to do.