3 Gifts Redeemed

Redeem: to buy or pay off; clear by payment

Today's challenge is to list 3 gifts redeemed. I took some time to reflect on this today. "Redeem" has it's place in several facets of life...from the redemption of a coupon at your local grocery store to the redemption found at Calvary's cross. Redeem...a core concept at the heart of my salvation.

3 Gifts Redeemed

-My salvation: My Jesus died a tragic, unimaginable death, only after living a perfect, sinless life. He bought me with a very high price...His very life. This occurred solely that I, and every other sinner such as myself, could have a perfect eternity with my Savior. The gift of my salvation is of course the number one gift ever accounted for in my existence.

-The Jeep: If I look at gifts from a materialistic stand point, my vehicle comes to mind. Thankfully, due to the Lord's provision and my discipline, I was able to pay off my Jeep early. This would have been the year that my debt would have finally been paid in its entirety, but Praise God! I was able to pay it off in 3 years as opposed to 5. That has been a major blessing.

-Student Loans: I have mixed feelings about listing these as a "gift". Student loan debt will haunt me for years to come...it was a necessary evil. However, in an attempt to change my perspective, I have come to a point where I can consider even this hefty payment a joy. While they are far from being paid off, I rejoice in the Lord's provision to be able to pay them every month. I rejoice in the degree that allows me to have a job that I love. Yes, even student loans can be a gift.

While thinking upon today's gifts and the beauty of this day, I ran across a couple truths in my devotion that really struck a chord with my heart.

G is already for church

"Joy is [God's] presence-driven not circumstantially bought or delivered."


"The joy of His presence envelopes you and protects you."

The joy of the Lord is eternal. What a heartwarming reality.

I also read a verse that I will most certainly carry with me this week. I was doing very well with my weight loss and have since failed miserably over the last couple of weeks. I'm dreading the scale tomorrow. Knowing that we all have our battles, I thought I'd share:

Jesus looked at them intently and said, "Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible." Matthew 19:26

Just for Fun

As mentioned in one of my previous posts, I listed 4 upcoming Pinterest projects that I wanted to accomplish. I designated one for each month. Last month I completed G's peasant dress. This month I wanted to make a watercolor onesie for my daughter. I gathered my materials and prepared to begin. Unfortunately, this project was not successful. I did everything as I was told, but after reading similar posts on the same concept, it appears that rubbing alcohol should have been used as opposed to hydrogen peroxide. At some point I may attempt this again using the alcohol. I did manage to salvage one of the onesies and I look forward to putting G in it.

I'm looking forward to trying several new recipes this month and making some DIY leg warmers for G.

Out and About

I'm looking forward to the fall weather returning. Today was a last ditch effort by summer to leave its impression. I'm not going to miss it.

My hubby, G and I went out soon after he got home from work this morning. We hit a few yard sales on the way into town to run errands. One of my favorite finds was a little table and chairs for G. While she has a ways to grow before she can fully enjoy it, we'll surely have a blast with some of our friends' children. My hubby found an old school Tonka truck like the one we both grew up with. I also found a couple of cookbooks and books for G. There were so many yard sales today that there was no way we could hit them all and still get our errands done before heading home in time for C to get into the woods. Yes ladies, the time of year has arrived when many of us will once again become Hunting Season widows.

I've had a few VT onesies for G and she is finally able to fit into them. However, I didn't want to put yet another daisy on her headband...so, a mom does what she must. I purchased some ribbon and put together my first hair bow (without instructions)! Take that Pinterest! I'm looking forward to making more as I look through some more styles and possibly some diy instructions.

Tomorrow should be an equally enjoyable day. We have church and then we're meeting friends for lunch (and I'll be picking up my bridesmaid dress for my cousin's November wedding). We'll end our time in town by stopping by the house of one of our favorite couples to see their newest addition. We can't wait to snuggle their new little boy and get in some play time with his 17 month old sister.

Before tomorrow gets here, I need to get down my "gifts" for the day. Today's challenge is to list 3 Gifts Returned...this was difficult. I'm not certain what this is supposed to mean but here is what came to mind...

-Hunting Season: Hunting season is such a blessed time for our family. While I miss my husband in the evenings that he makes his way into the woods, I can always count on him to do what he can to provide our family with bountiful blessings. We save a large amount of money by processing and then freezing his kill. Many people are repulsed by the fact that we do such things, but my grocery bill speaks for itself. I cringe when I have to buy beef. Last year was a less than desirable year for filling our freezer. Normally we have enough meat by the end of hunting season to last until the next one. This year we ran out in early summer, and we don't even eat a ton of red meat. I see this time of year, every year as it returns, as yet another blessing for our family.

-Answered Prayers: All around us, prayers are being answered. I was reminded of that truth as I read an email from some of our close friends. They have been praying for God to open the doors for them to adopt overseas. Their request was answered very quickly as far as the world of adoption is concerned, and they will be leaving in just a couple of days to head to China. They will return towards the end of the month with their new son. This is just one returned answer filled with blessing.

-Former Students: Every afternoon when buses are called, I have a few former students that faithfully stop by my room. They always have funny stories to share, hugs, and lots of love. They are such little blessings.

Five on Friday

There are so many wonderful things about Friday...one of which is linking up with The Good Life for Five on Friday!

 

 

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piE

 

On Tuesdays, my first grade team gets together to discuss various academic topics, co-plan, and share resources. Not only do we contribute ideas, but we contribute food! A couple weeks ago TG brought in some orange cranberry cookies. They were to die for! Ever since I'd been trying to pacify my sweet tooth. With G being more active and more aware of where Mommy is at all times, it's a little tricky accomplishing things in the kitchen. She'll only tolerate her bouncer for so long. So...this Tuesday I brought in one of my long forgotten favorites: Chocolate Peanut butter Pie. Yum!

 

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mOrnIng GlORy

 

I just had to stop yesterday morning. This is a feeble attempt to capture the beauty of yesterday's sunrise. If this is what our side of Heaven looks like...I can only imagine what it must be on the other.

 

 

 

 

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meNu

 

Each month I put together a menu, along with a corresponding grocery list. This menu/grocery list will feed my family 3 meals a day for the entire month of October. I incorporate a lot of recipes from The Pioneer Woman in this one...so excited!

 

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diY

 

I'm super excited! I have all necessary items to complete this month's DIY project! I'll post on this later.

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fRee FrIDaY download

I am a huge fan of Kroger*. I love their selection and I can always find what I am looking for. I also love that I don't have to clip coupons to save money (although I know I might save more if I took the time to do so.) Another perk of being a Kroger card holder is that I get free downloads on Friday! In the past I've gotten free boxes of popcorn, breakfast items, etc. While this week's free download isn't one that has me jumping up and down, at least not until G gets a bit bigger, I still thought I share...

This Friday's offer:

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*I was not compensated to "advertise" for this store.

While this takes care of my Five for Friday, I did want to quickly mention my 3 Gifts Reaped.

-Student Achievement: As a teacher there are times you wonder if what you are doing is making a difference. We differentiate until we're blue in the face and then wonder if it is doing any good. Today I reaped a great reward! My students made HUGE strides on a particularly difficult math concept!

-Joy: As I diligently work to change my perspective, I find myself truly experiencing joy. I feel at peace. I no longer feel rushed. I'm finding time for the little things. I feel like I'm turning a corner :)

-True Friendship: A long lasting, unconditional, forgiving friendship is rare. In order to succeed, one must constantly work at communicating, compromising, and loving. I am so blessed to reap the rewards of this gift.





Caught, Let Go, Mid-way

I decided to take advantage of these few quiet, pre-dawn moments to focus on my gifts challenge. Sitting here, it's amazing how different the world seems before the television comes on, emails are read and the vehicle starts up. I sit here, smiling at the sleepy, rhythmic sounds of my daughter's slumber. It breaks my heart to know that in just a few short moments I'll have to wake her from her sleep to start the day. However, what joy it is to see her squinty little eyes as they adjust to the lamp light. What a delight to see her recognize "Mommy" and smile that silly, toothless grin. A treasure.

Today's gifts center around a gift caught, a gift let go and a gift mid-way. Again, I had to think upon these things. Nothing came instantly but as I honed in on each word, I slowly began to add to my list.

-Caught: By the grace of God I have managed to "catch" His blessings over, what will be this month, 5 years of marriage. He has graced our family and shown mercy, especially during our earlier years when joining lives through old habits and mixed opinions was not always easy. He has given provision in abundance and has shown that with Him as our center, our marriage will be not only blessed, but enjoyed, even in the most difficult of times.

-Let Go: This month, the day before our anniversary in fact, will mark the one year anniversary of the passing of my grandpa. He died just a few short months after my father last year. It was a bittersweet end. He was tired and ready to be with Jesus, but we as earth-dwellers had such a hard time wanting to let him go. In the end, he was at peace and the joy of the Lord was in him. He longed for all of us to make peace with his passing and to know that he'd be waiting for us in Heaven. While tears still come with the occasional trip down memory lane and sadness fills my heart when I think of the fact that G will never get to meet her great-grandpa on this side of Heaven, I rejoice in knowing just how happy the thought of her arrival made him.

-Mid-way: This was the gift that came easiest to mind. Our friends have been praying and raising funds for an adoption. It was made clear that this was the route in which He had chosen to fill their home with children. After all of the blood work, negative pregnancy tests, and tear ridden prayers, they came to the understanding that God's will was different than what they had organically planned. In March, this couple raised the $25000 some odd dollars for their adoption. What seemed like moments after this victory, she found out she was pregnant!!! This child has been prayed for. This child is already so loved! While this couple will continue with their hope of adopting, it will now have to wait until their soon-to-be-here daughter is a year old. This little girl will be here in December...so while she is a little over "mid-way" here, I find this (as I do all babies from the moment of conception) to be an amazing gift.

What are your gifts for today?

"His secret purpose framed from the very beginning [is] to bring us to our full glory (1 Cor. 2:7). He means to rename us---to bring us to our true names, our truest selves. He means to heal our soul holes. He means to fill us with glory again. With glory and grace."

excerpt from One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voscamp (p. 17)

3 Gifts Falling

Today's challenge was to list "3 Gifts Falling". I had to think about this for a while. What did that mean to me? I finally settled on 3 "falling" gifts.

My new October flag!

-Falling asleep: What a blessed gift that I can lay my head down at night, at peace. Despite the troubles of the day, the Lord willingly takes my fears and anxieties and allows me close my eyes to the dirt of the day and sleep soundly. I am equally blessed to watch my little girl sleep so peacefully. Every night when I go in to check on her I can't help but be grateful for her sweet dreams and restful sleep.

-Falling in love: Love is a grand thing and I am so grateful to have a husband that loves me as unconditionally as one person can. I fall in love with him more every day. He is my best friend. He is the love of my life.

-Falling temperatures: The beginning of fall was crisp and cool and while we are experiencing a few unseasonably warm days, I know the chill is right around the corner. As the air turns colder I find myself looking forward to so many things. Fall is by far my favorite season. It consists of so many family activities, football games, holidays and seasonal baking. Plus, it means Christmas is right around the corner!

I hope you'll take a few minutes to consider 3 Gifts Falling of your own. I'd love to hear what you come up with!

In the Sweet By and By

I. Love. Jesus.

My heart has been shedding its winter coat and warming up to the true and perfect love of Jesus. As a little girl I took Him at His word. I never questioned life and its trials. I simply lived knowing that God was BIG and had everything under control. As I grew older, my childlike faith began to wane and my "adult brain" began to question the things around me. How could a BIG, LOVING God allow so much heartache? How could He be working all things for good when my heart breaks? How is it possible that He could love someone so completely imperfect as me?

The Truth lies in His complete and perfect love.

We know what real love is because Jesus gave up his life for us. 1 John 3:16

As an imperfect people, wading through this world of sin, it's understandable how we can't fully grasp the extent to which God loves us. We've never known perfection. We've never known unconditional love...and yet, this is where God is the very definition. He is perfect. His love is unconditional. He is a God who has all things and yet still He wants us. He sent His one and only Son...His perfect son...to die for us with the desire to bridge the gap between our hearts and His. He loves us so much that He went beyond the conceivable to provide a way for us to share an eternity with Him.

That is REAL love.

Where once there were no worries, now lie constant anxieties. Where once there were no regrets, are bottled up apologies. And yet...my God refuses to give up on me. He has brought me to this place, at this point in time, with the right people, the right scripture, and the right heart to begin to chip away at the "once was" and rebuild a solid, joy-filled foundation.

This reflection stems from a variety of emotions that have welled up today. God continues to stoke the fire that once burned so brightly for Him in my heart. He knows I've been in a dark place for far too long and, as I imagine and believe Him to be, He is jumping up and down, yelling my name, waving a flag of victory...I am slowly realizing what it means to let go of the past and embrace the goodness of God.

I've found several motivators over the last few months. The first is that of the Dennis Family. Their story of love and loss continues to move my soul. I have cried with them, laughed with them, and prayed for them...and yet the likelihood of us ever meeting face to face is slim. I was introduced to their story and need for prayer through a mutual friend. They recently lost their newborn to a rare disease. To see their passion throughout their pregnancy, their brave stance in continuing on with their pregnancy even after the diagnosis, and their continuous praise through the loss of their daughter has touched my heart in a way I can't explain. While we are strangers, I consider it a blessing to be aware of their situation and to pray for them as my brother and sister in Christ. I encourage you to read their amazing story.

The other is that of my new Bible study. The book that goes along with the study came in today. I've only had time to read through part of the first chapter but I am already enthralled. She battled some of the same thoughts and questions that I have found myself pondering in the past. She too struggled to embrace the goodness of God. She, while fighting her own demons, also held her hands closed to the mercy, grace and healing that can only be given by our Savior. She reminds me that all that I have dealt with...all that my heart has grieved and rejoiced in...all of my doubts and fears...all of these things are what makes me human.

As I work through my humanity and earthly meanderings, I continue to reflect on and list the gifts that God has given me. One challenge posed to me by another friend was the author's most recent gift list challenge.

I hope you'll join me in this month's gift list. It's amazing how many things we have been taking for granted without giving a second thought as to where our blessing has come from.

I'd like to leave you with my "3 Gifts Orange":   
-The Sunrise-it reminds me that His mercies are new every morning
-Pumpkin Bread-my mom has made pumpkin bread this time of year for as long as I can remember. The smell and taste always takes me back to the days of catching fireflies.
-Sweet Potatoes-While I enjoy them as chips or fries, I count them today because of the joy they bring my little girl. They have become one of her favorite foods and to see her light up with each little bite makes this Mommy's heart sing.

Manic Monday

Synonyms for manic: frenzied, agitated, frantic...my day.

Mondays usually come with a certain level of disruption, simply because the weekend has broken up the usual structure. It is amazing how two days out of routine can alter what was running so smoothly. This was one of those days.

G woke up in the midst of me getting ready, which always seems to make the mornings a bit more hectic...not bad, just not as simple. I was then preparing to leave and could not find my wallet. After an extended period of searching by both my husband and I, my wallet was located. Funny how things are always the last place you look.

I got G dropped off at the sitter and headed to work. I could not believe how quickly the time went. I was in the middle of preparing their reading homework, and I could have swore that I still had 45 minutes the last time I looked at the clock. While preparing their work, the morning bell rang without warning. Of course this slowed down my progress as I had to tend to morning matters.

I finally got things going and my students settled. We went through our regular morning routine and then began a writing craftivity. I looked at the clock and saw that it was time for their usual bathroom break. I went out into the hall with my students and saw the other first grade classes lining up for recess. What just happened?! We totally worked through what was supposed to be our math block! How did I mess this up?! I was all out of sorts. I got my students out for recess and attempted to collect my thoughts. While we were being productive, our whole schedule had to be revised to get math in today. ::sigh::

I walked off without my lunch. The copy machine was constantly being used or was jamming, which made it virtually impossible for me to be productive in that respect...and yet, in the midst of it all, I found myself looking at this crazy day in a different way. I was able to see the good things. I was able to recognize various needs around me. I was able to share moments of joy with my co-workers.

Today I chose joy.

The realization that joy is a choice is becoming more and more evident with each passing day. While joy is embedded in our very beings as children of God, it is still our choice to embrace it. Moment by moment I have to make a conscious decision to tap into the joy that waits patiently to surface.

Have you ever had the kind of God moment where you are so overcome with joyful emotions that words serve little purpose? Words cannot begin to explain the amount of emotion that is welling up from your soul and overflowing in your heart. If you have not experienced the true joy of knowing Christ, it may be time to change your perspective. God truly works all things for good. This truth, while it does not eliminate the hard times or the pain induced tears, serves to ease the sting. It is meant to comfort. It is meant to help us consider all things joy. I know I've probably been redundant over the last few posts, but I cannot help but continue to share how God is working in my heart, changing my perspective, and reviving my soul. My hope is that you will join me in this rediscovery of this God gifted joy...

Just for Fun

G had her first round of sweet potatoes this evening. She's a fan!